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    When, in a drinking session, someone suddenly tells you, “your naivete is what I love the most about you” it makes you stop and think. Especially when you’ve been, of late, trying to pass yourself off to those who don’t know better as a world-wise twenty-something sophisticate, right at home in a generation that thinks cynicism is chic. So I’m naïve. I believe in being part of a struggle much bigger than yourself; daring to reach for a heaven far beyond your grasp; doing your part to assuage wounds wrought by many lifetimes of strife and knowing that it will take double that number of lifetimes to completely heal. I can look every bully in the eye and I know I will not flinch. Very few things threaten me – probably more the result of the brashness of youth than the wisdom of years. I think the best kind of job is not the job that gets you a fat paycheck or gives you generous car plan. It’s the job that makes you sleep well at night and eager to get up the next day. I love knowing that I’m working with the good guys – and drinking with them later at night. I believe that the fire in my belly can quell the butterflies in my tummy, and that my phantoms are no match for my passions. I maintain that the Left is right (but also that social justice is impossible without procedural due process). I believe in love, purely and utterly: insisting on it, finding it, keeping it, allowing yourself to be swept off your feet by the violence of its current but at the same time rocked to gentle sleep in the constancy of its embrace. I believe in the certainty and constancy of my friendships. I believe I’m fabulous and beautiful, and if you don’t agree with me, that’s because you’re wrong. I would say I believe in a Higher Being that holds everything together, and allows us to find that glint of light amidst hunger and cancer and injustice and oppression —- But then, that’s not naivete anymore. That’s faith.
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Archive for August 21st, 2007

My Friends Have Blogs

Posted by Jae on August 21, 2007

…. but I don’t have a blog roll.

So in lieu of an honest-to-goodness blogroll at the sidebar, here’s one entry dedicated to the wonderful blogs of my wonderful friends. I’ve decided to make this when two super-close friends of mine hopped onto the blog wagon this week. Some of the blogs are spankin’-new, some have been around for a while. Im not going to include anymore blogs of “regulars” like Vince and Emman and Arnold and Josel, or blogs I’ve talked about and referred to like Golda’s.

 The inexhaustive, utterly-incomplete list in random order:

I like the blog of Jonas Bagas,  my friend and my favorite gay rights advocate. Jonas, the media officer of Risa (Hontiveros of AKBAYAN),  always manages to come up with writing both provocative and sound — a tough act to pull, but he does it and he does it with a flourish.

 Jenny is my friend from way back, my teammate from debate and the only person who has literally made me cry while reading her written work, out of sheer talent and sans any external emotional context. The only other time she made me cry was when she almost died two years ago. She eventually went to law school and is now a bigshot corporate lawyer. I miss the Jenny who I had impromptu picnics with at the hardin ng mga diwata.

And then there’s Jeremy, the sexy public intellectual, the academic with abs, (teehee) who forces us once a year (mainly because he’s only here once a year) to think about fancy theories on psychoanalysis and ethics and post-modern thinkers. He’s still laugh-a-minute hilarious, and talking with him always brings me back to that time almost a decade ago when a tattered green tent held all our dreams.

Dianne Roa, also known as Delilah, is my favorite drinking buddy and one happy gurlfriend who gets it all the time. She’s scheming and manipulative and downright skeri at times, but she’s well, she’s just love all over. She’s love in a headband-wearing, dirty-bag toting, beer-guzzling,  beautiful (if not slightly pudgy hehe) frame.  She has two blogs: here and here. Personally, Dianne, I like the second blog better.

My high school best friend Jordan, got on the blogwagon this week. Yay!  The writing that I have come to know and love since high school — witty, gentle, heart-rending, sometimes all at the same time — is now out there for more people to see via this blog.

** like I said, this is a very inexhaustive, and very initial list. 

p.p.s. i love my horoscope! Shall we list all the things you must endure and are not able to alter? Hmmm. Perhaps not. There’s only a limited amount of space on this page and only a limited amount of time in your life. Every moment is precious. Hours spent in a state of resentment or anxiety are, if not quite hours wasted, certainly hours not used to their full potential. So, don’t list your difficulties, just try to notice what they all have in common. In some subtle way, they symbolise your biggest stumbling block. This, in turn, represents your greatest chance to move on. Be willing to learn and your breakthrough may yet come sooner than you think.

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