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    When, in a drinking session, someone suddenly tells you, “your naivete is what I love the most about you” it makes you stop and think. Especially when you’ve been, of late, trying to pass yourself off to those who don’t know better as a world-wise twenty-something sophisticate, right at home in a generation that thinks cynicism is chic. So I’m naïve. I believe in being part of a struggle much bigger than yourself; daring to reach for a heaven far beyond your grasp; doing your part to assuage wounds wrought by many lifetimes of strife and knowing that it will take double that number of lifetimes to completely heal. I can look every bully in the eye and I know I will not flinch. Very few things threaten me – probably more the result of the brashness of youth than the wisdom of years. I think the best kind of job is not the job that gets you a fat paycheck or gives you generous car plan. It’s the job that makes you sleep well at night and eager to get up the next day. I love knowing that I’m working with the good guys – and drinking with them later at night. I believe that the fire in my belly can quell the butterflies in my tummy, and that my phantoms are no match for my passions. I maintain that the Left is right (but also that social justice is impossible without procedural due process). I believe in love, purely and utterly: insisting on it, finding it, keeping it, allowing yourself to be swept off your feet by the violence of its current but at the same time rocked to gentle sleep in the constancy of its embrace. I believe in the certainty and constancy of my friendships. I believe I’m fabulous and beautiful, and if you don’t agree with me, that’s because you’re wrong. I would say I believe in a Higher Being that holds everything together, and allows us to find that glint of light amidst hunger and cancer and injustice and oppression —- But then, that’s not naivete anymore. That’s faith.

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Bad trip

Posted by Jae on May 13, 2009

Bad trip. Bad trip. Bad trip.

Denied daw ang Second MR namin sa Dusit. Hence, jurisprudence na na pag ang manggagawa ay naglunsad ng peaceful protest action basta “embarrassing to the employer”, strike na yun.

Nagpuyat kang gumawa ng dokumento, at ginawa mo ito sa gitna ng mga meetings at pagpaplano para sa CARPER deadline, pero malalaman mong hindi pala ito nafile on time.

Nag-oorganisa ka ng forum na binagsakan naman at pinagpasyahan pagtulungang gawin, pero parang namamalimos ka ng pansin. As though ikaw wala kang ibang trabaho kundi mangulit sa text at tawag.

Sumasakit na ulo mo may deadline kang Appeal sa lunes, pero may byahe ka papuntang Bacolod sa Linggo. Na by the way kailangan ng powerpoint presentation. Sa Lunes, mula airport diretso Kongreso. May activity kasi. Something like that.

May gusto pang pumasok ng kaso, CLOA cancellation, samantalang tatlong kaso na ang tinanggap mo  sa loob ng isang gabing pulong sa harap ng DAR. Hindi ata naman nabibili ang Petition sa carinderia. Hindi naman ako robot, pabrika ng lomi at pleading, tambakan ng kaso tapos sa ibang bagay ay hindi naman kasali, hindi tinuturing na kabahagi.

Ewan.

Pagod na pagod na ako. Gusto ko na umiyak.

Mabuti nalang andyan si Yoyong Merida, ang magiting (at kunwari ay english-speaking) magsasaka ng Sumilao, na nagtetext ng “i miss my beatifol farm in Sumilao, San Vicente, Bukidnon, which i leave to go to Manila to fight for the right of the farmer,  so therefore that’s why i will work my farmtown in Facebook.”

Sige ako din Yoyong. Farmtown nalang ako. Mas masaya pa. Level 25 na ako. 

p.s. gusto ko lang mag-angst. siguro ay rereglahin lang ako. buburahin ko ito bukas.

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8 Responses to “Bad trip”

  1. grasha said

    May 13, 2009 at 8:50 pm

    wag, sana wag mo itong burahin. wala lang, just so the next time you read it you know that everything shall come to pass. and for some reason, na-inspire mo ako to work harder. actually, feeling ko si yoyong un and his farmtown :) he and you made me smile.

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  2. Jae said

    May 13, 2009 at 9:12 pm

    :) labyu yoyong.

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  3. ella said

    May 15, 2009 at 7:28 am

    kaya ka pala nagkakasakit na. :(

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  4. levyang said

    May 15, 2009 at 4:08 pm

    I’m sorry Jae, I feel partly responsible…Sa iyo ata pumunta ang Dusit after I declined to do a second MR. What can I say? Sa inuman na lang siguro…mahirap na dito sa internet….

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  5. Jae said

    May 15, 2009 at 4:13 pm

    nopes, luv. i did the 2nd MR for the public sector unions. ako din ang tumira ng 1st MR nun. remember, we all had separate MR’s? kaya pareho tayo naka-furnish dun sa SC order. but if you still feel bad at gusto mo manlibre ng inom, go ako dyan. hehe.

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  6. Psyche said

    May 17, 2009 at 9:47 pm

    Ayayay! ;) Dapat may assistant ka na Jae yung tagakulit lang ng mga dapat gumawa ng filing etchus. :)

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  7. kulas said

    May 20, 2009 at 11:39 pm

    dapat palitan na ang “28 years old. Female. Lawyer. Activist. Kikay. Batang UP…” ng “29 years old. Female. Lawyer…etc.”. baka sakaling pumalit ang ihip ng hangin at magiging “good trip” na ang lahat (hehe).

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  8. Jae said

    May 21, 2009 at 7:45 am

    psyche – sino kaya ang willing magassistant na ang bayad ko lang ay yosi at kape? hehe.

    kulas – oo nga eh, but when wordpress changed its template, i forgot na how to work the widgets.

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