I thought the strong medicines I had taken last night would put me out like a switch and I could finally get the sleep that has been eluding me, but I was wrong. I still found myself awake and fidgety in the middle of the night.
Several months ago, my 3:00 am habit — as I call it — mysteriously stopped and I slept long into the night until the first rays of sunshine hit my window.
And now, just as mysteriously, it came back. Last night, it was worse. I woke up from a nightmare and I had chills all over. I couldn’t go back to sleep again.
If anyone knows how to get rid of insomnia, please let me know asap. I’m not eligible for prescribed drugs, so I need natural cures. Nahihirapan na ako, isang linggo na ako parang zombie.
Oh and of course I’m feeling a lot worse right now because I just finished a quiz I got from the multiply site of Gus and Jonas. Jonas is a DELIBERATE GENTLE SEX MASTER and GUs is a DELIBERATE GENTLE SEX DREAMER (according to the findings of the quiz), while me, I’m stuck with being….. THE PRISS. What the fuck?!?!
I knew I was going to be called prudish when I kept on giving NO answers to questions like Is safe, gratifying, anonymous sex appealing? or Is there any amount of money you would prostitute yourself for? or Have you been in a one night stand in the past six months?
BUT DOES THAT WARRANT BEING CALLED A PRISS??? Eh sa ayoko ng one-night stand ano, the same way ayoko makipagtextmate-textmate sa mga anonymous jologs na naka-unlimited text at nagsasayang ng oras ng may oras.
Hindi naman ako manang noh. Kapal nila. Makatulog na nga ulit.
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